Sunday, May 30, 2010

realising the fact ...

HAHAS , hello ppl .
im starting to blog again , my old one had gone case luhhs . haha . dun ask why ! hehs , soo...here i am starting a brand new life , with my new blog & surounding . my life here Suck btw ! its been crazy . i just dont know where to start with . hmm. okey , i'll try'na make it short & simple . well , eventually got lots of misunderstanding wit my family , my frens blablabla...well , i did get rid of it after sumtym .. not long ltr , i'd lost "someone" special few mnths ago. got reli frustrated , HOT! & really made me lost of appetite frm dhen on . his reasons are "unreasonable" . heh , key , just dont wanna talk about it . it hurts . it all faded away after when i get myself close with this fren of mine , i tell yu he's cute , VERY NICE && he just love to joke around! haha . he's the one who make me stand on my own feet again , he make my laugh , smile & happy like hw i used to last tym .. He's always there fer me , especially when the time i needed help.. he's always there to listen every word i had in mind . haha , he knows alot abt me , more dhen how my diary do :D well , we went on evry well .. we "lepak" , meet up , went out etc.. but as days goes by , things just not like before anymore . he started to avoid frm me , i dun even know why .. he dosent even smiled or even talks to me at all everytime he sees me . i was so upsad & didn't know whad to do . it hurts me alot dhen whad yu guys think . he change frm A-Z . hehs , but oh well , ppl change dont they ?. i did ask him why? but No respones frm him at all . i did try'na move on & not to think of him anymore , hey , it takes a long tym to forget such a good & VERY nice person like him yknow ! but after whad had happen , now i realised that not every nice , good or even ppl with great hart will always be perfect , well , no one's perfect anw . hehs , i've learn whad it takes to have such a good fren but turns out not in the end . heh , key lahhs ... til here , dun wanna tok abt this animore , *am trying forget abt the past & think of e Future instd :)
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